..it is hard not to be sad right now…

Assalamualaikum…

it has been a long time since i last visited my blog..today i have something to share…( hermm not really sharing…but its more like talking to myself and express my feeling)why?  firstly..i believe no one regularly read my post…second..i don’t quite agree with the idea of “sharing is caring” i am not sure why but i think sharing must involves a mutual relation…in other words if one talks about his problems to a person, then that person should talk about his problem too to the same person. so two ways communication must be involved in order for me to consider this idea of sharing. then only after that we can talk more on caring part.

shit always happens in life..so with good things..people would say:: hey that’s normal..ok that’s fine.. but you can’t tolerate if the shit outweighs the good things continuously..am i right? i can’t lie and  i just can’t pretend to be normal anymore..constantly it really burdens me in a way that i couldn’t expect. i feel that i can’t go on i  really hope that this chapter  will end soon ( even though i know it seems impossile). 

Owh Allah..i ask ur forgiveness, please grant me strength to stand in the right path..and guide me to find the solutions of these problems.

Fighting (JIHAD) has been prescribed for you, but it is of dislike to you. And it may be that you dislike something while it is good for you; and it may be that you love something while it is bad for you. And Allah knows while you do not know. VERSE 2:216